brain suggestion

"sugesti..."
first of all - this wont ain't gonna tell about me. hehe. i have friends.. many.
now i'm talking about this one-sweet-nice girl. dia baik bgdd.. ramah. trus gk itung2an bgdd sama temen2nya. just say *even if you dont know her but you look at her eyes-you know how nice she is :) great right? hahaa. i wish i have that face that eyes *in case tatapan mata gw tajem bgdd kata semua orang.
anyway dia gk pede. well but she definitely still has more confident than i do.
hehe. she's sweet..typical indonesian face : this means flattery. one thing she thinks as a prob "i ain't skinny.." - and i laugh out loud first time she said that.
well gk mau muna sih *gw juga suka ribut kalo menurut gw badan gw mggendut! hahaa cmon' it's normal :) but then itu jd alasan dia buat selalu gk pede ngadepin.. COWOK! ohh my dia berani sm preman sm truk - sm pocong masih takut sih - tp dia jd gagap kalo di depan cowok yang dia suka. suka beneran. haah soo then i'm talking about inner beauty blablablaa *a true man wont love your body right? gw malah pengen bgdd punya cowok yg sayang sm gw gk cuma secara muka tp otak and behave first. cowok gw yg sekarang iyaa gk yaap? hahaa i'll ask! :) soo anyway.. one day - i asked thing 'thing' to my dad. he said,"yaa gkmau munafik jugalah yaa. kalo kmu ketemu orang yg diliat pertama kali kn muka. kalo menarik kn baru mau kenal lebih jauh." i got the point tp gk terima. my dad kept going on ,"kalo mau jujur..siapa mau punya pacar jelek?"
-kriik kriik kriik-
iaa sih i know. but at least judgingnya jangan disana dulu dums. soo i ask this friend of mine to be as hersefl-but still behave and let this guy judges himself! well sjauh ini sih.. at least-this guy has looked more intention to her :) yang penting bukan dia tiba2 langsung suka kn. tp bhwa dia nyaman bareng2 sama lo and find how interesting you are hehe. sugesti dia ke otaknya adalah bahwa dngan curves seperti itu adalah jauh tdk mungkin buat bareng sm 'the guy of her dream' heyy cmon' *dont put yourself down for someone you adore.. apalagi she used to have soo much confident :) sugesti itu yg ngeberatin kepalanya!

another story

one of my besties :) she has this neverending routines. courses. pysics math chemistry english course. four times a week *imagine that. someone could gone mad because of that too many numbers in the brain hehe.. the point is - she stressed out. all her thoughts filled by numbers and school. all up together - neverend in her brain. haah. i found - at last the reason. all those courses all those time she spent to study was useless. meaningless. because all *at last she covered by this suggestion.. sugesti ke otaknya. by who? yaa dia sendiri. but it was definitely negative. dan jelas2 sudah untuk waktu yg benar2 lamaa.. karna jd kaya bermuara disana dan gk bisa ilang *sekalipun semua temennya udaa bilang KMU PASTI BISA. haah. mestinya otaknya dicuci dulu biar bersih lg. soo i pushed her-not just asked her to really agreed her mom and met the psychologist. cuma supaya semua sugesti-gk-penting dan SALAH itu berhenti.
please stop giving your brain bad suggestion.